This post was supposedly to be up on the first day of 2015...
yupp..i was kind of too lazy and tired to type out the new entry on my moblie phone so it took me until today to update using my laptop
Since i'm a N'lvl student this year studying in the NA stream,
the amount of school work i'm given to complete every single day... it like gosh..
Weekends no longer feels like weekend to me anymore,
the reason being that i am also really busy during the weekend..my life is so ;(sad);
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In an blink of an eye, one year has passed once again.
Similarly to every fairytale story, there must be a ending to every beginning as well as start on getting ready to embark on a new journey
This year, unlike the others, i would like to start my year positively (yay)
also i sincerely hope everyone can start your year positively as well.
basically, i'm only going to focus on creating a positive vibe for 2015
Before i begin i would like to emphasis on this,
In life, it is give and take, nothing comes for free, so if you want to be happy,
you must first know that
without sacrifices there wouldn't be happiness.
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Many of us,
are always feeling with mixed emotions at the start of a new year.
Then, question starts popping out of nowhere,
so you start questioning yourself.
? Why does this thoughts alway happens ?
Well, most likely some of us still are not yet ready for life or finding out more about our future self.
Yes it is true, We fear the future.
And i really mean it.
You, Me, everyone around you is endlessly searching for an answer, resulting in too much unnecessary worries.
Even after knowing all these, we continue to think and think, till we reach a point of realization.
to find out how stupidly we are, unable to put behind our past and continue worrying our past even in the future today.
what i meant was , our future right now = still thinking about the past.
After all, no matter how hurt, broken, depressed and all the negative feeling you have felt, the person who destroy you, will never give a dam even after days, months or years have gone.
given that it isn't their problem or pain, they wouldn't care or be bother.
? How should we begin our year positively ?
First and foremost, we need to learn to let go for happiness to come by again.
I'm not asking you to forget those painful, happy memories, hold on to these pain of yours. They are your experiences to grow old with.
For this moment all the memories, the good or bad times, all must be put behind us for the first step toward our growth in maturity.
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Every year a resolution for life is necessary,
since it is a reflection of how we are going to spend our 12 limited months.
It is really funny how we always only talk selfishly about the negative things in our life and easily forget the positive onces.
This includes myself, being so obsessed with our own negativity, leaving the positivity aside.
All my life, i guess i also have been too selfish, living in my own world, only caring about my own unhappiness, complaining about how tired i am every single time.
Reaching a conclusion, to find out that,
selfish sacrifice are made for one's own greed,
everything you ever wish for,
just doesn't come knocking on your door,
only when you're willing to share.
What do i mean by that?
If we don't start making the move ourself by sharing what is on our mind, people won't understand !!
for the reason that
**WE CANNOT READ someone else THOUGHTS**
This ego of ours,
always thinking that "you won't understand" will never be understood if you are not even willing to share it yourself in the first place.
Given a deep thought about what it means to be positive,
happiness was what came onto my mind, and in my stand, it is something which is meant to be shared.
I had a memory, an incident which happened in the past,
i still remember this guy for his smile and kindness.
That day, i was hiding somewhere in my school crying alone, feeling so down in the dump,
i went to wash my face when recess was soon to be over,
and this guy friend of mine, smile to me and asked me what was wrong.
i replied, i was fine. Till today it is still deeply crave in my heart.
(( P.S. this isn't a confession.))
The past me was a person who was always lying to myself, always refusing to talk about myself by ending the conversation with a fake smile but i have changed today with a new mindset.
The reason for me to share this story is,
a simple smile that is being share,
can change someone life of perspective and emotions towards negativity.
Similarly how a word can be spread easily, and how one easily fall into the trap of depression in just a second after hearing untrue rumors.
Especially, at times when you're alone with thoughts like no one care, but that isn't true.
There are people who care,
praying to see your smile, yes that beautiful smile of yours.
don't hide your smile or use it as a mask as a cover up to your pain,
express it honestly, there are people who care about you.
If you need a listening ear,
i believe there are people who are willing to listen to you.
And your smile,
you can brighten up someone else's day with just your smile,
the percentage maybe low,
still there is a chance to spread the happiness/positive vibees,
preventing many from being absorbed in their negativity including yourself.
To start the year positive = Smile more often.
That is all you need, you don't need any fancy stuff.
So my lovely readers, start smiling today even when you are feeling really shitty.
You are strong enough to endure the challenges in life.
Like the description in karma, what goes around, comes arounds.
(e.g.) you will be treated rightfully if you treat someone else with the same respect.
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Happy 2015
remember to spread your positive vibes to all your friends around you.
Stay POSITIVE
(( NOT NEGATIVE !! ))
Let your smile change the world,
Don't let the world change your smile.
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